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this year I had a super awesome cny! (:
somehow I feel even closer to my cousins and
that makes cny with them super enjoyable ^^
I think that's cos everyone has grown a little,
including the little ones used to be irritating HAHA.



I still think it's cool to be so close to my maternal extended family!
*doing my readings for ssa now, that's what I really hate about arts mod :/



anyway had a long talk with gor gor last night on the way home..
I wanna get my red Mini Cooper! ^^ hahaha first time he's supportive of my decision.
but first up I need to get my license?????!!! too damn lazy

I've been super pms-y though, especially towards some people.
I think it's quite unfair for them because I think it started because I lost my bb ):
my poor blackberry! I'll buy it back from you, Mr/Miss Pickpocket.
sad to think that I lost all the retarded/funny whatsapp photos inside,
they make me laugh everytime during my boring solo train rides.
and also I lost the songs that yc sang!
you can build new memories, but they can never be the same as your old one,
because people change, things change too, nothing can ever be the same.

been having major headache every single day,
maybe a spidy is building a huge web inside my brain ):

STEAMBOAT AGAIN TMR ^^

somehow I have to look the youngest among us WHEN I'M THE OLDEST.

^^ I get to go home tmr!!!! *dorky dance of happiness*
survived 2 weeks of school! 15 weeks more to gooooo (:
time passes really fast huh! this sem I'm a multilingual kid ^^
Bahasa Indo + Chinese history + Anatomy (Latin) :D
it's going to keep me busy for the whole sem!
but I've so many things to look forward to during Summer (:

I've this extremely evil idea ^^
if I dislike someone I shall be damn nice to that person,
& always bake for him/her to eat and add extra butter and everything,
& make that person grow fat. like a xiao pang :D
alright maybe it's not even that's evil but still.. quite an idea!



& I'm back to making cards again, which is really awesome because t hey are so nice!
you knw why? because I think since the world might end this year,
it will be everybody's last birthday! well, so I wanna make them feel special ^^
I wish I can be more artsy fartsy! AND I FOUND THIS IN MY ART STASH!



when I was still vvv crazy over Goong & him!

he xin nian zhu xin nian xin nian ah, nian nian nian~
paoz zhu sheng sheng chiu ren xiang you nian~~
I've a few Chinese New Year songs ringing in my head,
since when did I become so.. Cheena??
but it's good anyway ANGPAONALAI ^^
last year cny I took a photo with.. (_____)
I miss being eighteen )':

x Baby you light up my world like nobody else x



This picture is up simply because the girl is really cute,

I always regret taking naps at night because the end result is this ):
dislike being awake when it's beyond 1 o'clock!

I think my energy is being drained pretty badly..
you knw something's wrong when you're sleeping 9hours a day but you're forever tired.
*sleep eyes zZz* but it's okay tmr will be good I hope!
in school 10-6 but only having 3 hours of lesson HOW HORRIBLE IS THAT?

## tell me if time should make a change,
then why do I feel the same?

I WANT THE CAP IT FITS ME PERFECTLY. (!!!!!!!)



love, when someone remembers something that I like &&

soooooo tired ): I think I get this feeling every school day!
which isn't that bad because I'll get to sleep early,
and be a healthy girl ^^ hehe sleep before 12 wake up before 7!
it's okay, PAIN IS TEMPORARY PRIDE IS FOREVER.



I had field trip today! felt like a p1 kid hehee ^^
we went Kent Ridge park to look at plants,
but some insects popped by to say Hello!
like Mr Big-head Caterpillar who sticked onto Bill's shirt and refused to leave,
Mr Huge-ass Spider waiting for his pray to cohabitat with him in his golden web,
Mr/Mrs/baby bats and their poopoo! heeheehee.
I think Shab will just cry on the spot when she sees these little babies!
it was fun! soooo much beter than streaking bacteria on an agar plate )':



needs to make Sugar Sucre for cny.. since when is baking becoming a chore?

oh today I cooked reaaaaally nice lunch!
Baked salmon with impromptu cream (cheese?) sauce,
cheesemushroom & butter-tomatoes & sweet potatoes!
with Peach & Apricot tea hehe ^^ likka professional~

3rd day of school! been having headaches everyday ):
I think 8hours of lesson a day is really a little overwhelming..
but I guess I just need some time to adjust to it!
after all I survive 2 years in Hwach hehehe ^^



after a gooooood long talk with my gorgor,
I think I finally decide what I really want in life.
sometimes, you're not permitted to do what you like to do,
but you knw you tried. so maybe you should just complete what you're doing,
then proceed with the next stage of life? after all you've spent time on it,
sooooo just do it and get something in return first (:
I think that theory is agreeable ^^ (: Thank you & ILY! ♥

Sometimes, having a brother is even better than having a superhero ^^

#we're happy as long as you're happy, no matter what decision you make,
we will just support you in whatever way we can (':



went back to Hwach for ZJM but.. they didn't have it )':
the cute auntie felt so apologetic she gave us extra Wantons!
with these people I feel like a kid all over again ^^



Kithing! (: I like, I like 'road trip's to nice places to chill,
makes me feel like I've all the time in the world to waste!
love having the luxury to just walk around, eat & talk (:
with a person that I really treasure!

Shab's birthday! childish girl turned 20 but.. her maturity level,



well, shall not be disclosed ^^ but I love you all the same anyway!

I'm really exhausted, yes it's that bad my brain is basically drained everyday )':
I can't wait for cny's steamboaaaaaaat ^^ the really yummy soup!

Been busy.. growing fat )':

just lazing around, spending time with people & all!
when I'm @ home I spend time.. 9gagging HAHAHA.
but going out is definitely burning a big big hole in my wallet..
and also creating a big big tummy, been eating so much!
January is here! hehehe ^^ new month = allowance, just like awesome payday!

& Chinese New Year is coming! which means more $$$$$.
alright this is horrible, I sound like a spendthrift but.. I'm not!
I'm pretty good with finance management imho,
should have studied accountancy or something JUST KIDDING.
& I really love updating my passbook! that's a really weird fetish :O

*to you two: I like how you responded the same way as me just now towards ____
it means the world to me, I love you xx.

I've the sudden urge to travel.. to somewhere far!
I wanna go to Glasgow :D Prague or.. Mallorca.
'traveling alone' shall be on my to-d0-list,
I think it's pretty cool to do it once in your life!
after all, you're the truest to yourself aren't you?

been thinking about it a little bit,
maybe just maybe, I should be less emotionless,
or maybe learn to put in more feelings into things.
quote: sometimes you're just too calm, it's scary.
it has never been a problem to me, it's all about being myself,
irregardless of how people think about it.

sometimes it feels so hard to let people walk into your lives,
I dnt knw if it's about being self-centered or just.. too tired to open the door.
'I am happy being like this' means the world to me.
so I guess if you do not know how it feels to be like me,
you can just keep your opinions to yourself? (:

Sometimes I think I'm getting more quiet, it's scary.
I used to like being the center of attraction, talking a lot,
talking loudly, being noisy, etc etc.
but now I think I just need more private time with myself,
doing things myself or just, with people I really trust ^^
I used like having fun with people I dnt really knw very well,
but now it gets harder, somehow.
I feel that I'm not as fun as I used to be and it's scary.
well if this is a part about growing up, it scares me pretty much,


I've facing some issues, uh oh. (not sure if they are good or bad..)

snowflakes are so pretty xx.

busy cooking/baking for tonight's (':
I shall update this abit while steaming my caramel pudding!
just in case Larrie complains that I dnt update, HELLO LARRIE.
well sometimes I really wonder who actually reads this boring stuff.

#It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security.



Young, so young.

Chuinyan: I see your patience level has skyrocketed :D

true to a certain extent! I think I utillize my free time pretty well!
I think it's all because of the smiles I see on people
after they eat whatever crap I cook/bake! heeheehee ^^
A asked me to start a food blog! because I chuck my recipes everywhere..
so I might as well record it down somewhere hehehe.

Merry X'mas!

eating turkey is actually good for your body,
but please just eat the turkey breast meat only,
I love breast meat! it's my favourite part of the chicken currently,
healthiest part of a chicky :D

Shopping with the big brothers on Boxing Day!
they are my walking atm hahahhaa kidding ^^

School is reopening in.. 2 weeks, what a horror story )':
bidding next week! gosh another round of A levels..
uni is like.. rounds and rounds of A levels hahahaha,
just that you're not as prepared as you were in junior college ):





Replies
jonj: helloooooo! how's bmt for you so far! hahahha dnt be so kepo teehee ^^
Smelly: hello Monster! BIDDING NEXT WEEK BID WITH ME AH. Let's hang out again some time soon! hahahaha time with you is (: (: (: yay!
Nicole: hahahha yeah because you're retarded! did you bring me food from Taiwan!
Bakwa: they have some fish thing and chicken breast thing now which is not bad also siol! but too bad you got no time to go eat, sigh tsk tsk hahahahaa
Smelly: I WANT PRETTY CUPCAKE LINERS HAHAHAHAHHAA.

been having quality time with friends and family ^^ (Y)

somehow I got closer to my family as I got older, I think it's just a phase,
a good phase I think! because my brothers are going to get married (maybe soon),
and sooner or later they are gonna have their own family and all..
kind of scary just thinking about it because we're so close!

horrid my future is undecided yet )':
I really dislike this 'leaving me hanging' kind of thing ): bad!
I want to know it now! at least I can get things done and get myself prepared )':
argh argh argh argh argh I WANT TO DIE.
how can this happen to me again, and again?

I'm not young anymore.. and I really dislike it.
major hate for that. (typing this while my BB is charging, I can't believe I can't go out because my BB is not charged. talking about phone slave, or being the slave of your phone, loser.)



First row, 4th boy from the right, I used to like him omg :O

so when I was young I was a bully, like a real bully.
I used to bite kids who are like older than me, I almost crushed this boy's little pinky.
and I bit my childhood friend's cheek all because it was so chubby.
I was a monster, I really was, I wonder how a little girl can be that scary.
during pre-school I liked this boy who's one year younger than me ^^
*sharing a MARS BARS together, that is puppy love hahhahaha (':

okay this is really weird Idk why I'm typing that but, just feels good
recording my life down before I forget all about it.
maybe one day I will forget who I'm & these are the things I want to remember!
***K, everytime I look at the note you wrote on the book you gave me,
I smile (': yes you mind the free publicity hehehe I really do miss your stupid face.




I miss you, the old you, but you're not coming back anymore.



made Mini Brownie Muffins today! really cute bite-size hehe ^^
but sadly it doesnt taste as good as it looks!
the second one is sugar sucre, which is super good in my opinion,
major love for semolina flour! makes everthing tastes better!



SUPER FULL NOW. AND SUPER HUNGRY LAST NIGHT.
sorry for torturing you my poor stomach )':
I've been eating way too must than I should, horrible.
need to be healthy need to be fit need to run moooooore.

I'll try to blog more! if I've things to blog about..
I've come to the phase that things I want to say get too heartfelt
& I'm not sure if I want anyone to read it alr, or if anyone wants to read it hahaha.
I knw it's really annoying to say that I think this is another part of growing up,
but I really think it is, hahaha privacy issues.
alright my thoughts are messed up, but you get me (:

mummy is this convincing enough for you to get me better baking equipments?
time to invest on my baking! heehehee
*quote: after I get everything for you, you will lose your interest )':
so much for having no determination! but this time I think I'm pretty serious,
it's a lifelong interest! hahahaha which brings me to my Christmas wishlist ^^

(1)

Simply Calphalon Nonstick 6-Piece Bakeware Set


(2)

Norpro 6-Count Nonstick Donut Pan


3)

Lomography LOMO LC-Wide Instant Back Bundle


4)

Salter #800 9 Pound Mechanical Aquatronic Kitchen Scale for Dry or Liquid Measuring


5)


KitchenAid Artisan 5-Quart Stand Mixers


6)




Pretty cupcake liners!



it's funny how I dnt knw whether your presence matters.
or maybe, just maybe, it does but I refuse to think that it does (':
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA SIAO.

I really really miss you, all the crazy shitz we do together.
&&& I'm glad you feel the same too (':
you knw the best thing is knowing that you're not the only one feeling that way ^^
I just received the most heartwarming email ever!



I like this photo, we've the brightest eyes ^^

I think I just became.. more heckcare than I was.
perhaps is just because I dnt wanna put in effort without knwing if there's return.
oh god this is bad, bad, bad? )': I just become a selfish beeetch.
I guess in life people do get tired for being the one putting in effort..?
well I'm not saying I'm some noble woman. I'm just tired :/
I'm having some.. weird symptoms )': hello, time to be normal hello.

我可能不會愛你 ♥

your change scares me, really. or maybe I'm the one who changed,
seems like there's nothing much in common between the 2 of us anymore.
uhmmmm why did things become like this? :O *sigh*
ohwell, good things fall apart so that better things can fall together, yes?



I really really like this guy ^^ heehee thick eyebrows make him super cutesy!

heehee I'm as free as a beetle! or cockroach, or.. worms.
anyway today marks the end of finals, teeheehee ^^
seriously I think it's as bad as A levels, or maybe worse than that.
firstly because maybe my concentration level is simply going down, down, down.



I've been sucha lazy bum, but now I'm going to cough out a post,
lazy Sunday morning (: watching teevee with my fatty now!
having an argument on how a manager will definitely have a former player career,
the fact is.. I'm wrong )': because of stupid Boas!

but my spending ability is going up, up, up.
which is really horrible because I'm (going to be) broke soon.
being an impulsive buyer is the most terrible thing ever )':
on Friday, while waiting for K, I walked around & spent on useless stuff.
quote A: I need to lock you up in a cage with no internet connection.

life's simple pleasure:
-watching Doraemon on Channel 8 hohoho ^^
-found out that your brother puts a poladroid of you and him in his wallet,
instead of a poladroid of his girlfriend and him (':
-friends: quickly go bake! pleaseeeeeee, I want to eat!
-newspaper delivery uncle: meimei, thank you for giving me exact (:
-found the old box of Mastermind @ home :D
-reading a big box of old letters you found @ home (':
-watching Arsenal highlights with Chuinyan
-watching RVP and Walcott! they are sooooooooooo sweet ♥



I love the gunners ♥ ♥ ♥



aunt's birthday next week! hehehehe
I'm going to bake her red velvet cupcakes (:
can't wait! my first time making red velvet, with creamcheese frosting!
I baked my oh-so-yummy choc chip with walnut cookies again,
Chuinyan loves them so much! put them in a jar for K's birthday ^^



pretty! although the jar is sooooooo heavy ):

holiday is so awesome ^^ only if it can stop raining everyday!

I'm severely deprived of nice fooooood )':
even though I knw I can't eat so much anymore, *fattypomz alert*!

BUTBUTBUTBUT, I WANT NICE FOOOOODIE.

This picture is stunning, xx.
well I'm just learning from Dr Liaoping..
looking @ nice scenery pictures: good for studying ^^
I think that's the only thing I learnt from him after 4 months :D

I'm so totally not in the mood to study today )':
spent my afternoon daydreaming! about *secret* HAHAHA
then my friends began to whatsapp me like some bombs,
so here I'm! after this I'm gonna study until 1230 waiting for C to fetch me!
then supper teeheehee totally trying to ruin my ~do not gain weight~ plan )':
notice I dnt even dare to say diet, I just hope I dnt get any bigger!

I want to bake, I really really wanna bake!
it's quite a good + healthy activity when you're alone ^^
by healthy I meant, if you dnt end up eating all the baked goods yourself.
which I dnt because I feel gross just looking @ them,
can't imagine eating them :O the last time I baked cookies I gave Y 1/3 of the batch!
I wonder, how a health-conscious + fit person actually, eat them all up :O



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

spent another hour looking through my pictures in the computer!
mega guilty but I'm happy ha ha ha I'm unproductive like that le sigh )':



OK. STUDY. NOW.
can't wait to get my gunners jersey! hehehe ^^

this year I had a super awesome cny! (:
somehow I feel even closer to my cousins and
that makes cny with them super enjoyable ^^
I think that's cos everyone has grown a little,
including the little ones used to be irritating HAHA.



I still think it's cool to be so close to my maternal extended family!
*doing my readings for ssa now, that's what I really hate about arts mod :/



anyway had a long talk with gor gor last night on the way home..
I wanna get my red Mini Cooper! ^^ hahaha first time he's supportive of my decision.
but first up I need to get my license?????!!! too damn lazy

I've been super pms-y though, especially towards some people.
I think it's quite unfair for them because I think it started because I lost my bb ):
my poor blackberry! I'll buy it back from you, Mr/Miss Pickpocket.
sad to think that I lost all the retarded/funny whatsapp photos inside,
they make me laugh everytime during my boring solo train rides.
and also I lost the songs that yc sang!
you can build new memories, but they can never be the same as your old one,
because people change, things change too, nothing can ever be the same.

been having major headache every single day,
maybe a spidy is building a huge web inside my brain ):

STEAMBOAT AGAIN TMR ^^

somehow I have to look the youngest among us WHEN I'M THE OLDEST.

^^ I get to go home tmr!!!! *dorky dance of happiness*
survived 2 weeks of school! 15 weeks more to gooooo (:
time passes really fast huh! this sem I'm a multilingual kid ^^
Bahasa Indo + Chinese history + Anatomy (Latin) :D
it's going to keep me busy for the whole sem!
but I've so many things to look forward to during Summer (:

I've this extremely evil idea ^^
if I dislike someone I shall be damn nice to that person,
& always bake for him/her to eat and add extra butter and everything,
& make that person grow fat. like a xiao pang :D
alright maybe it's not even that's evil but still.. quite an idea!



& I'm back to making cards again, which is really awesome because t hey are so nice!
you knw why? because I think since the world might end this year,
it will be everybody's last birthday! well, so I wanna make them feel special ^^
I wish I can be more artsy fartsy! AND I FOUND THIS IN MY ART STASH!



when I was still vvv crazy over Goong & him!

he xin nian zhu xin nian xin nian ah, nian nian nian~
paoz zhu sheng sheng chiu ren xiang you nian~~
I've a few Chinese New Year songs ringing in my head,
since when did I become so.. Cheena??
but it's good anyway ANGPAONALAI ^^
last year cny I took a photo with.. (_____)
I miss being eighteen )':

x Baby you light up my world like nobody else x



This picture is up simply because the girl is really cute,

I always regret taking naps at night because the end result is this ):
dislike being awake when it's beyond 1 o'clock!

I think my energy is being drained pretty badly..
you knw something's wrong when you're sleeping 9hours a day but you're forever tired.
*sleep eyes zZz* but it's okay tmr will be good I hope!
in school 10-6 but only having 3 hours of lesson HOW HORRIBLE IS THAT?

## tell me if time should make a change,
then why do I feel the same?

I WANT THE CAP IT FITS ME PERFECTLY. (!!!!!!!)



love, when someone remembers something that I like &&

soooooo tired ): I think I get this feeling every school day!
which isn't that bad because I'll get to sleep early,
and be a healthy girl ^^ hehe sleep before 12 wake up before 7!
it's okay, PAIN IS TEMPORARY PRIDE IS FOREVER.



I had field trip today! felt like a p1 kid hehee ^^
we went Kent Ridge park to look at plants,
but some insects popped by to say Hello!
like Mr Big-head Caterpillar who sticked onto Bill's shirt and refused to leave,
Mr Huge-ass Spider waiting for his pray to cohabitat with him in his golden web,
Mr/Mrs/baby bats and their poopoo! heeheehee.
I think Shab will just cry on the spot when she sees these little babies!
it was fun! soooo much beter than streaking bacteria on an agar plate )':



needs to make Sugar Sucre for cny.. since when is baking becoming a chore?

oh today I cooked reaaaaally nice lunch!
Baked salmon with impromptu cream (cheese?) sauce,
cheesemushroom & butter-tomatoes & sweet potatoes!
with Peach & Apricot tea hehe ^^ likka professional~

3rd day of school! been having headaches everyday ):
I think 8hours of lesson a day is really a little overwhelming..
but I guess I just need some time to adjust to it!
after all I survive 2 years in Hwach hehehe ^^



after a gooooood long talk with my gorgor,
I think I finally decide what I really want in life.
sometimes, you're not permitted to do what you like to do,
but you knw you tried. so maybe you should just complete what you're doing,
then proceed with the next stage of life? after all you've spent time on it,
sooooo just do it and get something in return first (:
I think that theory is agreeable ^^ (: Thank you & ILY! ♥

Sometimes, having a brother is even better than having a superhero ^^

#we're happy as long as you're happy, no matter what decision you make,
we will just support you in whatever way we can (':



went back to Hwach for ZJM but.. they didn't have it )':
the cute auntie felt so apologetic she gave us extra Wantons!
with these people I feel like a kid all over again ^^



Kithing! (: I like, I like 'road trip's to nice places to chill,
makes me feel like I've all the time in the world to waste!
love having the luxury to just walk around, eat & talk (:
with a person that I really treasure!

Shab's birthday! childish girl turned 20 but.. her maturity level,



well, shall not be disclosed ^^ but I love you all the same anyway!

I'm really exhausted, yes it's that bad my brain is basically drained everyday )':
I can't wait for cny's steamboaaaaaaat ^^ the really yummy soup!

Been busy.. growing fat )':

just lazing around, spending time with people & all!
when I'm @ home I spend time.. 9gagging HAHAHA.
but going out is definitely burning a big big hole in my wallet..
and also creating a big big tummy, been eating so much!
January is here! hehehe ^^ new month = allowance, just like awesome payday!

& Chinese New Year is coming! which means more $$$$$.
alright this is horrible, I sound like a spendthrift but.. I'm not!
I'm pretty good with finance management imho,
should have studied accountancy or something JUST KIDDING.
& I really love updating my passbook! that's a really weird fetish :O

*to you two: I like how you responded the same way as me just now towards ____
it means the world to me, I love you xx.

I've the sudden urge to travel.. to somewhere far!
I wanna go to Glasgow :D Prague or.. Mallorca.
'traveling alone' shall be on my to-d0-list,
I think it's pretty cool to do it once in your life!
after all, you're the truest to yourself aren't you?

been thinking about it a little bit,
maybe just maybe, I should be less emotionless,
or maybe learn to put in more feelings into things.
quote: sometimes you're just too calm, it's scary.
it has never been a problem to me, it's all about being myself,
irregardless of how people think about it.

sometimes it feels so hard to let people walk into your lives,
I dnt knw if it's about being self-centered or just.. too tired to open the door.
'I am happy being like this' means the world to me.
so I guess if you do not know how it feels to be like me,
you can just keep your opinions to yourself? (:

Sometimes I think I'm getting more quiet, it's scary.
I used to like being the center of attraction, talking a lot,
talking loudly, being noisy, etc etc.
but now I think I just need more private time with myself,
doing things myself or just, with people I really trust ^^
I used like having fun with people I dnt really knw very well,
but now it gets harder, somehow.
I feel that I'm not as fun as I used to be and it's scary.
well if this is a part about growing up, it scares me pretty much,


I've facing some issues, uh oh. (not sure if they are good or bad..)

snowflakes are so pretty xx.

busy cooking/baking for tonight's (':
I shall update this abit while steaming my caramel pudding!
just in case Larrie complains that I dnt update, HELLO LARRIE.
well sometimes I really wonder who actually reads this boring stuff.

#It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security.



Young, so young.

Chuinyan: I see your patience level has skyrocketed :D

true to a certain extent! I think I utillize my free time pretty well!
I think it's all because of the smiles I see on people
after they eat whatever crap I cook/bake! heeheehee ^^
A asked me to start a food blog! because I chuck my recipes everywhere..
so I might as well record it down somewhere hehehe.

Merry X'mas!

eating turkey is actually good for your body,
but please just eat the turkey breast meat only,
I love breast meat! it's my favourite part of the chicken currently,
healthiest part of a chicky :D

Shopping with the big brothers on Boxing Day!
they are my walking atm hahahhaa kidding ^^

School is reopening in.. 2 weeks, what a horror story )':
bidding next week! gosh another round of A levels..
uni is like.. rounds and rounds of A levels hahahaha,
just that you're not as prepared as you were in junior college ):





Replies
jonj: helloooooo! how's bmt for you so far! hahahha dnt be so kepo teehee ^^
Smelly: hello Monster! BIDDING NEXT WEEK BID WITH ME AH. Let's hang out again some time soon! hahahaha time with you is (: (: (: yay!
Nicole: hahahha yeah because you're retarded! did you bring me food from Taiwan!
Bakwa: they have some fish thing and chicken breast thing now which is not bad also siol! but too bad you got no time to go eat, sigh tsk tsk hahahahaa
Smelly: I WANT PRETTY CUPCAKE LINERS HAHAHAHAHHAA.

been having quality time with friends and family ^^ (Y)

somehow I got closer to my family as I got older, I think it's just a phase,
a good phase I think! because my brothers are going to get married (maybe soon),
and sooner or later they are gonna have their own family and all..
kind of scary just thinking about it because we're so close!

horrid my future is undecided yet )':
I really dislike this 'leaving me hanging' kind of thing ): bad!
I want to know it now! at least I can get things done and get myself prepared )':
argh argh argh argh argh I WANT TO DIE.
how can this happen to me again, and again?

I'm not young anymore.. and I really dislike it.
major hate for that. (typing this while my BB is charging, I can't believe I can't go out because my BB is not charged. talking about phone slave, or being the slave of your phone, loser.)



First row, 4th boy from the right, I used to like him omg :O

so when I was young I was a bully, like a real bully.
I used to bite kids who are like older than me, I almost crushed this boy's little pinky.
and I bit my childhood friend's cheek all because it was so chubby.
I was a monster, I really was, I wonder how a little girl can be that scary.
during pre-school I liked this boy who's one year younger than me ^^
*sharing a MARS BARS together, that is puppy love hahhahaha (':

okay this is really weird Idk why I'm typing that but, just feels good
recording my life down before I forget all about it.
maybe one day I will forget who I'm & these are the things I want to remember!
***K, everytime I look at the note you wrote on the book you gave me,
I smile (': yes you mind the free publicity hehehe I really do miss your stupid face.




I miss you, the old you, but you're not coming back anymore.



made Mini Brownie Muffins today! really cute bite-size hehe ^^
but sadly it doesnt taste as good as it looks!
the second one is sugar sucre, which is super good in my opinion,
major love for semolina flour! makes everthing tastes better!



SUPER FULL NOW. AND SUPER HUNGRY LAST NIGHT.
sorry for torturing you my poor stomach )':
I've been eating way too must than I should, horrible.
need to be healthy need to be fit need to run moooooore.

I'll try to blog more! if I've things to blog about..
I've come to the phase that things I want to say get too heartfelt
& I'm not sure if I want anyone to read it alr, or if anyone wants to read it hahaha.
I knw it's really annoying to say that I think this is another part of growing up,
but I really think it is, hahaha privacy issues.
alright my thoughts are messed up, but you get me (:

mummy is this convincing enough for you to get me better baking equipments?
time to invest on my baking! heehehee
*quote: after I get everything for you, you will lose your interest )':
so much for having no determination! but this time I think I'm pretty serious,
it's a lifelong interest! hahahaha which brings me to my Christmas wishlist ^^

(1)

Simply Calphalon Nonstick 6-Piece Bakeware Set


(2)

Norpro 6-Count Nonstick Donut Pan


3)

Lomography LOMO LC-Wide Instant Back Bundle


4)

Salter #800 9 Pound Mechanical Aquatronic Kitchen Scale for Dry or Liquid Measuring


5)


KitchenAid Artisan 5-Quart Stand Mixers


6)




Pretty cupcake liners!



it's funny how I dnt knw whether your presence matters.
or maybe, just maybe, it does but I refuse to think that it does (':
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA SIAO.

I really really miss you, all the crazy shitz we do together.
&&& I'm glad you feel the same too (':
you knw the best thing is knowing that you're not the only one feeling that way ^^
I just received the most heartwarming email ever!



I like this photo, we've the brightest eyes ^^

I think I just became.. more heckcare than I was.
perhaps is just because I dnt wanna put in effort without knwing if there's return.
oh god this is bad, bad, bad? )': I just become a selfish beeetch.
I guess in life people do get tired for being the one putting in effort..?
well I'm not saying I'm some noble woman. I'm just tired :/
I'm having some.. weird symptoms )': hello, time to be normal hello.

我可能不會愛你 ♥

your change scares me, really. or maybe I'm the one who changed,
seems like there's nothing much in common between the 2 of us anymore.
uhmmmm why did things become like this? :O *sigh*
ohwell, good things fall apart so that better things can fall together, yes?



I really really like this guy ^^ heehee thick eyebrows make him super cutesy!

heehee I'm as free as a beetle! or cockroach, or.. worms.
anyway today marks the end of finals, teeheehee ^^
seriously I think it's as bad as A levels, or maybe worse than that.
firstly because maybe my concentration level is simply going down, down, down.



I've been sucha lazy bum, but now I'm going to cough out a post,
lazy Sunday morning (: watching teevee with my fatty now!
having an argument on how a manager will definitely have a former player career,
the fact is.. I'm wrong )': because of stupid Boas!

but my spending ability is going up, up, up.
which is really horrible because I'm (going to be) broke soon.
being an impulsive buyer is the most terrible thing ever )':
on Friday, while waiting for K, I walked around & spent on useless stuff.
quote A: I need to lock you up in a cage with no internet connection.

life's simple pleasure:
-watching Doraemon on Channel 8 hohoho ^^
-found out that your brother puts a poladroid of you and him in his wallet,
instead of a poladroid of his girlfriend and him (':
-friends: quickly go bake! pleaseeeeeee, I want to eat!
-newspaper delivery uncle: meimei, thank you for giving me exact (:
-found the old box of Mastermind @ home :D
-reading a big box of old letters you found @ home (':
-watching Arsenal highlights with Chuinyan
-watching RVP and Walcott! they are sooooooooooo sweet ♥



I love the gunners ♥ ♥ ♥



aunt's birthday next week! hehehehe
I'm going to bake her red velvet cupcakes (:
can't wait! my first time making red velvet, with creamcheese frosting!
I baked my oh-so-yummy choc chip with walnut cookies again,
Chuinyan loves them so much! put them in a jar for K's birthday ^^



pretty! although the jar is sooooooo heavy ):

holiday is so awesome ^^ only if it can stop raining everyday!

I'm severely deprived of nice fooooood )':
even though I knw I can't eat so much anymore, *fattypomz alert*!

BUTBUTBUTBUT, I WANT NICE FOOOOODIE.

This picture is stunning, xx.
well I'm just learning from Dr Liaoping..
looking @ nice scenery pictures: good for studying ^^
I think that's the only thing I learnt from him after 4 months :D

I'm so totally not in the mood to study today )':
spent my afternoon daydreaming! about *secret* HAHAHA
then my friends began to whatsapp me like some bombs,
so here I'm! after this I'm gonna study until 1230 waiting for C to fetch me!
then supper teeheehee totally trying to ruin my ~do not gain weight~ plan )':
notice I dnt even dare to say diet, I just hope I dnt get any bigger!

I want to bake, I really really wanna bake!
it's quite a good + healthy activity when you're alone ^^
by healthy I meant, if you dnt end up eating all the baked goods yourself.
which I dnt because I feel gross just looking @ them,
can't imagine eating them :O the last time I baked cookies I gave Y 1/3 of the batch!
I wonder, how a health-conscious + fit person actually, eat them all up :O



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

spent another hour looking through my pictures in the computer!
mega guilty but I'm happy ha ha ha I'm unproductive like that le sigh )':



OK. STUDY. NOW.
can't wait to get my gunners jersey! hehehe ^^