Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?



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Thursday, December 22, 2011 / 12:36 AM



been having quality time with friends and family ^^ (Y)
somehow I got closer to my family as I got older, I think it's just a phase,
a good phase I think! because my brothers are going to get married (maybe soon),
and sooner or later they are gonna have their own family and all..
kind of scary just thinking about it because we're so close!

horrid my future is undecided yet )':
I really dislike this 'leaving me hanging' kind of thing ): bad!
I want to know it now! at least I can get things done and get myself prepared )':
argh argh argh argh argh I WANT TO DIE.
how can this happen to me again, and again?

I'm not young anymore.. and I really dislike it.
major hate for that. (typing this while my BB is charging, I can't believe I can't go out because my BB is not charged. talking about phone slave, or being the slave of your phone, loser.)



First row, 4th boy from the right, I used to like him omg :O

so when I was young I was a bully, like a real bully.
I used to bite kids who are like older than me, I almost crushed this boy's little pinky.
and I bit my childhood friend's cheek all because it was so chubby.
I was a monster, I really was, I wonder how a little girl can be that scary.
during pre-school I liked this boy who's one year younger than me ^^
*sharing a MARS BARS together, that is puppy love hahhahaha (':

okay this is really weird Idk why I'm typing that but, just feels good
recording my life down before I forget all about it.
maybe one day I will forget who I'm & these are the things I want to remember!
***K, everytime I look at the note you wrote on the book you gave me,
I smile (': yes you mind the free publicity hehehe I really do miss your stupid face.




I miss you, the old you, but you're not coming back anymore.



made Mini Brownie Muffins today! really cute bite-size hehe ^^
but sadly it doesnt taste as good as it looks!
the second one is sugar sucre, which is super good in my opinion,
major love for semolina flour! makes everthing tastes better!



SUPER FULL NOW. AND SUPER HUNGRY LAST NIGHT.
sorry for torturing you my poor stomach )':
I've been eating way too must than I should, horrible.
need to be healthy need to be fit need to run moooooore.

I'll try to blog more! if I've things to blog about..
I've come to the phase that things I want to say get too heartfelt
& I'm not sure if I want anyone to read it alr, or if anyone wants to read it hahaha.
I knw it's really annoying to say that I think this is another part of growing up,
but I really think it is, hahaha privacy issues.
alright my thoughts are messed up, but you get me (:



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.